27 January 2010

Me in the Amazon Breakthrough Novel Award

I caved in and entered the Amazon Breakthrough Novel Award today.
I hope they like it.
As my writing life has ground to a halt.
I'm attempting to write the death of Arthur at Camlann, this will be my final Silurian book, and the trauma of it has sent me into a black bog of depression.
These books have sustained me for six years; now what? Life without The Fox? The Bear?
No.
It's not possible.
Bedwyr has become the life and soul of my life and soul. And by soul I mean my creative inner life, not some religious woo-woo magical con job. I live in the real world and accept it that way; the human imagination is what soars to the heavens, not literal ghosts and magical sky-beings.
Even so, after all these years of hard work, there's nothing. No rewards, no congratulations, no sudden top up of my bank account, no publishing deals, no recognition, save from the wonderful fans I've made...
No nothing.
Working so hard , for so long, for so little reward is truly agonising.
We'll see what June will bring.

18 November 2009

Silurian downloads and Arthur of the Britons

If you RUSH on over to Lulu, you'll find a nice shiny new edition of The Silurian book one - book one is now a free download all over the Net; well, sort of. I'm working on it. You can also find me, somewhere, on Smashwords.com. For some reason, The Silurian is on the last page under 'historical'. Why must it be on the last page? But the Lulu version is the most up to date; it's damn hard work, travelling all over the Net to update my ebook.

I'm also working on trying this epub idea, and I also have The Silurian 1 as a mobipocket file, and tying to work out how readers can download it from this site. But I'm not tech-headed computer geek.

I'm also excitedly awaiting a box set of DVDs from the UK called Arthur of the Britons. It's an old 1970s TV show starring Oliver Tobias as Arthur. Now back in those days, I used to have the hots of Oliver Tobias, but I didn't know he played Arthur on TV till only a few years ago. This wonderful little show tried to do it right; to set Arthur in his true period, set him in reality where he belongs and not in silly fantasies of dragons, Merlin waving magic wands, silly women who all think they're the ones who ran the show, magic crystals and floating watery tarts who lobbed swords at men while lying around in ponds, (yes, acknowledgments here to Monty Python and The Holy Grail).

People will never get it through their heads that Arthur was a real person as long as their ideas of him are clouded by ridiculous fairy stories. Reality is far better than that; reality is truer, grittier, more honest, more tragic because it is real people it is happening to, and reality is where you find real love and real lives.

This is why I admire this old TV show; it attempted, long before anyone else, to place Arthur within the true historical context of Dark Age Britain. And on its probably limited budget, it tried hard to interpret how life might have been in those days, given too that since the early 70s, a lot more research has been done on this era, with the upshot being that it probably wasn't as decayed as a lot of historians portray. I don't believe it was. This idea of 'decay' only comes from the withdrawal of the Romans from Britain, circa 410AD. And of course, no one can really look after themselves without the Romans, now can they? Especially if you're a Celt; you can only decay when you ain't got no big people looking out for you. But it was the Celts of post-Roman Britain who could read and write in Latin. They were the ones who preserved the language and then passed it to the Saxons and Angles, who did not speak or write in Latin.
So when historians lord it up for the Angles, the English, for preserving Latin, it was in fact, the British Celts who had originally preserved it, teaching it to the Saxons by way of clerics.

But there you go. History is written by the conquers, and they like to forget who it was that came before them.

Arthur rules!

11 August 2009

Book One of The Silurian

Is now up for grabs as a free download, but for those who like to help out a struggling author, there should be a donate to author button on the download page, pay is via Paypal.
Click the free download button on the right, or jump on over to Free-ebooks.net

Soon too, there could be a new Silurian book, called The Silurian, Book Nine and Three Quarters. All things Silurian are precious to me, but I'm forced to give things away in my penuary. I can't even afford to buy decent cover art for any of the books that I love so much.
The other night I had this fantasy dream where someone made awesome art for the covers of all eight books. I cried about it, as for some reason, having artwork that is true to the story, to Arthur and especailly to Bedwyr is a great dream of mine. So I will dream on...and on...

22 June 2009

New 5 Star review: Son of the Sun

A long time coming, but here it is at last: my first five star review from the great reader/reviewers at Manic Readers:

Manic Readers Review
Son of the Sun
by L.A. Wilson

Jes is hunting. That is his job, Bounty Hunter. But Jes is no ordinary bounty hunter, he is the king’s bounty hunter, sworn to serve him for life. But Jes doesn’t believe in his task anymore- dragging heretics before the king to be killed and made sacred in the sacred fire. He wants out, and his latest target, he believes, will buy him freedom. He finds his prey, his own brother Adare, a black robed priest of the king’s religion and a heretic, preaching against the king. Jes does his job, capturing Adare and bringing him before the king, suppressing the disgust and self-loathing rising in him at the process. But the king denies him his wish to be free, instead commanding Jes to prepare his own brother for sacrifice, even walking him up to the sacrificial pyramid, all the while Jes’ doubt, anger, and disgust rising. But before the pyre can be lit, one of the king’s wives drugs Jes, knocking him unconscious. He awakes to find the king has a new target, and if he values his own life, and the life of his mother, he will comply. But his hunt is filled with danger and experiences Jes never imagined. It changes his life and the lives of everyone on Earth forever.

Son of the Sun is a deeply moving, intensely emotional journey, a profound vision of a future in peril. The emotion that pours from the characters, especially Jes, is so insightful, so intense, that you almost get swamped in the revelations that come upon him, but the fluidity of the story keeps it moving at the same time. It’s powerful and makes you realize just how different this world could be in the wrong hands. If you're open-minded enough to take in the revelations in this story (of which many of us are already aware, but which become all the more amazing when seen through Jes' eyes) this story will resonate deeply for you. There are simply no words suitable to describe the intensity of this story - it’s one of the best I have ever read. Ever.


Son of the Sun is also at Amazon

My thanks to Stacey, my reviwer; you know your stuff!